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Littlefield Forum

            I have a history of art and drawing in my family; well with my dad.  He is an awesome artist and always pushed me to do the same because he knew I had potential. The thing is that I can see these beautiful works of art in my head, but once I begin to draw or paint them, they never come out how I envisioned them. This is a beautiful tree. When I sat down to draw it, I pictured putting it onto the paper the way it really exists. The branches are droopy in a angelic way. The leaves are so intricately placed. The tree has a beauty that people walking by never see. I have to admit, I didn't notice it either until today. I never saw how beautiful the tree was until I couldn't set it's beauty onto paper. God keeps this tree alive to supply the world with oxygen and keep this earth in a steady balance.  But He more importantly keeps it alive because it is one of His most beautiful creations. This tree is like no other, even though some people see it as "just another tree." It is a work of art in nature that no man can ever imitate. A photograph may show what the tree looks like, but it doesn't allow for the ambiance involved in being near the tree. A drawing may bring out feelings, but beauty is always lost. Writing about it may stir emotions, but this hardly does the tree justice.

     Life for humans is a never-ending hassle. There is always something to do and always somewhere to go. But this tree sees none of this. This tree stays out and continues to grow and share its beauty without ever knowing about it. Some people can go into symbolism about this tree or any tree for that matter such as "the thickness of the trunk symbolizes vitality, and the flowing branches represent life." But this is not true. The tree is a tree: a beautiful creation of God. It is not a symbol for life. It merely shows that as life gets busy and complicated, this tree will just stand there and wait for us to notice its beauty.

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 My drawing of the Littlefield Pine

Waller Creek 1 Forum

There is nothing as ordinary as a common squirrel.  They are all over Texas.  I notice them often:  how cute they are and how they rush away from me.  But I have never taken the time to just watch the squirrel climb through the branches.  As I was walking around the path of the Alumni Center, a little (and apparently young) squirrel jumped into a small bush-like tree and began to scurry away.  I kept still as not to startle him anymore than I already had.  He also kept still, not wiggling his tail or jumping to move away, only staring directly into my eyes with his deep, dark, brown eyes.  As I moved slightly, he began to scamper through the thin leafless branches.  I had already observed that he was a young one, so he was more careful about his choice of branches.  He moved to a taller tree and scrambled to the top to be out of the way of danger.  Then he stopped, looked at me for what seemed to be an eternity, and then simply began to groom himself.  Though he was high above me in the tree, somehow he sensed that I was not going to hurt him.  He ever so gently groomed his precious little head with his front paws.  What is going through this little squirrelís mind?  In The Sympathetic Imagination by Bump, it is said ìAs Adam Smith suggested, almost all knowledge of the inner nature and feelings of others must come through the imaginationÖî(85).  Though science may prove that this little squirrel is of lesser intelligence, they cannot prove that he is thinking above and beyond of what instinct already provides within his genetic makeup.  Maybe his thoughts include ìWhat is this person doing?  Why does she look at me as if I am some sort of stranger.  I am no stranger.  This is my home and I want to be comfortable here.î  Waller Creek is this little squirrel's home.  It is hard to imagine what this little animal thinks, but it is the only way into his mind.

            Sitting here on the ground, at eye level I see browning vegetation (vegetation unsure of what season it is in Texas) and a low, babbling brook.  As I look up I see MAN.  I see buildings, people walking on the cemented roads to class, the few cars that are allowed to park on campus.  But what contrasts more than the sights to me, are the sounds.  Closing my eyes, I hear the wind rustling the leaves and the water flowing downstream.  But I also hear machinery -- the sounds of new dwellings for the ever-growing population of this university being put into place next to Waller Creek downstream.  But these sounds of industrialization do not compare to the sounds of nature.  In Jonesí piece, he mentions, ìThere are thousands upon thousands of [studentís] on the Forty Acres, within a few minutesí walk, but as yet only a few along the shady, limestone-littered reach of Waller CreekÖî(Jones 166).  This may be true, but only because no one has ever introduced it to them.  The population of the university does get a chance to look at the squirrel in a different light.    What does the little squirrel hear?  Does he hear the machines?  Does he hear the new buildings rise to the sky?  Does he hear the passing studentís?  Maybe.  This has little meaning to him in my mind.  He hears the trees rustle as he jumps from branch to branch.  He hears a splash in the water when something falls into it.  Life is wonderful for him.  No cares, no worries.  The life of a squirrel, what a life to have.  I would love to have a chance to run though the trees with greatest of ease.

 

The Old Man and the Cypress Tree

  The old man and the cypress tree

Sit together in perfect harmony.

Both depending on each other without the other knowing.

The treesí long think trunk supplies a place of rest,

        the branches, a source of shade.

The old man writes the treesí story - what the tree has heard,

        has seen.

The companionship is not understood by anyone,

        but the two

                  the old man and the cypress tree

      sit together in perfect harmony.

 

Dobie Forum

The Longhorn

 

            ìTall, tough, and full of fightî describes the iron longhorn outside of the Alumni center.  This statement gives rise to immense school spirit.  We are the longhorns.  How could anyone disgrace who we are?  This is a great animal to be represented by.  Mr. Dobie comments, ìAs an animal in the realm of natural history, he [the longhorn] was the peer of bison or grizzly bearî(Dobie 281).  A longhorn is a courageous, fierce animal that embodies the state of Texas.  Looking at the statue of the longhorn made me proud to be her at the University of Texas, right here, right now, in this place of time.

 

The Mustangs

 

            As I looked up at the enormous (well to a degree) statue of the running mustangs, I imagined then coming to life to continue their path from the place in time in which they are frozen.  Mr. Dobie commented, ìThey [the mustangs] have gone with the winds of vanished years.  They carried away a life and a spirit that no pastoral prosperity could in coming re-presentî(Dobie 307).   If they did become alive and began running down the paved street, what would they think?  Where would their grassy prairie be?  Why had Texas changed so much for them?  I would tell them that, yes, Texas has changed, but we still love them.  Those who think about the wild and free mustangs that once roamed the land, wish it could be so again.  We all wish that we had a chance to see these strong, beautiful creatures running as they pleased.  But these mustangs are not real.  They are merely iron giants, frozen in a place of time we can never go back to.

 

The Freedom Mare

 

            A single mare running through our campus seems quite unlikely.  This beautiful creation of God is now recreated as a creation of man.  Do students even notice this mare running, here always, as they pass by?  Thousands upon thousands of people flock to the football games every year.  I know they walk by it, but why donít they see it?  This is a beautiful campus and so many students donít even notice itsí beauty.  What a wonderful thing it is to be able to be in a group (this class) and get a chance to look at the beauty of this campus.  I love it here.  I love the beauty, the atmosphere, the people, and the experiences.  The Freedom Mare brought this all into my mind.  We have a great place for our higher education and we should take full advantage of not only the opportunities we have here, but also the surroundings.  We have the freedom here that this mare had long ago in her days when things were simpler.  Life was grand.  She was free and spirited.  It seemed to her that it would go on forever.  Life does not go on forever, nor does out time here at the university.  We should grab it up now and never let it go.

 

The Family (??)

 

This statue was done with a different texturing than the others we viewed.  Thatís what I noticed first.  I then noticed the strong necks and bodies of the horses of the group.  What an outstanding creature.  The horses are larger than the old man, girl, and calf, but seem to be less emphasized in the theme of the creation as a whole.  This statue embodies the University of Texas.  The old man is the past and the young girl is the future.  The longhorn calf symbolizes (to me) the spirit of the university.  The old man seems to be handing this calf to her as in passing the spirit and love of UT.  The horses are the travelers, the means of transportation; they are how the old man and girl will arrive to their destinations -- their futures.  This statue, along with the others surrounding the Alumni Center, allow us to view our school in another way and to be proud of where we are.  The artistís knew what they were doing when they chose their subjects for their work of art of our campus.

 

The Dobie House

 

            I thought the house was really cute.  Everything Mr. Dobie needed to work was right there.  Itís hard to believe that his house used to sit there without all the large buildings surrounding it.  It must have been so peaceful.  Iím sure that it was the place he wanted to die -- his house, his sanctuary, and around the university he loved so much

 

Biology Ponds 1 Forum

 

The beauty seems to be lost in this man-made pond:  these flat, round statues posed without movement.  The species that I recognize, the Texas Red-Eared Slider, sits upon the rocks sticking one or two webbed feet out into the air ñ so perfectly, so easily, without becoming weary.  I believe there are two, maybe even three species, one of which I know because I was exposed to them so many times throughout my life.  The other I am unsure of.  Maybe they are the female species of the Texas Red-Eared Slider; maybe they are a completely different species.  It is a question I will surely ask my dad, just so I will know and be able to say that I know (I guess).  The wind is now blowing quite strongly, yet the turtle seem unaffected.  They sit quietly and still waiting for the glorious sun to warm their bodies.  What a simple life they lead.

        I look around at my fellow classmates.  We are all thinking about the ponds.  But everyone thinks differently, even about the same thing.  A big fish (a koi) appears below the surface.  Some of us are impressed, some are not.  Personally, I do not like big fish.  I like them to be small.  But only God can decide the size of fish.  But Darwin thinks otherwise.  He thinks that species are the way they are because they have survived that way.  They are how they are in order to procreate and keep the species moving.  He says. ìIt has been said that I speak of natural selection as an active power or Deity; but who objects to an author speaking of the attraction of gravity as ruling the movements of the planetsî(340)?  He wants to know why people accept physics in place of God, but not natural selection.  Well I accept neither in place of God.  God made the world the way He wanted it and allows it to continue the way it does because that is His master plan.

          The beauty of a man-made pond can never equal the beauty of a God-made pond.  The cement, the gravel, and the few plants that were place where they now grow all make the pond seem cold and uncaring.  Do the little turtles know that their home is not real?  Do they know that their past generations were purposefully put there and not born in the pond?  The sun is coming out from behind the clouds.  I can feel the heat on my back.  The sunlight brings more turtles out onto the rocks.  Being cold-blooded, they thrive on the heat they absorb into their bodies.  The sun us a beautiful thing and sustains life on this earth.  I think it is important for all species to ìsoak up the sunî.  Sue Hubbel writes. ìThat is why I have stopped sleeping inside.  A house is too small, too confiningî(Slovic 135).  We should all go outside, soak up the sun, and enjoy the world God has made for us.

 

 Waller Creek #2 Forum

                       Whether the water is stagnant or rushing down-stream, I notice that it is one of Waller Creekís prime characteristics.  But when I look at the water, what else do I see?  The limestone bed?  The squawking birds among the treeís high branches?  The few ducks that fly by trying not be seen?  Everyone sees the same thing in different ways, but everything one at a time.  Thatís the way I see things.  What is it like to view the whole of Waller Creek as one united mass?  How can I begin to process that the water, the limestone, the trees, and the birds, all come together to create one unity?  How does the plastic bag and discarded beer can add to the eco-system.  Do they become part of this whole?  How am I a part of this united mass?  We often find that "Öthe notion of an individual apart from the collectivity is a total alien distinction"(Burch 349).   The way I see it is by breaking down.  It all comes down to individual things, but the individual is still a part of the whole.  We have this infinite universe; we are part of the solar system; we all live on earth, each one of us occupies space on this earth.  I can only, ìÖknow the word in terms of the body, and accordance with its structureî(Watts 356).  My body is alone.  We are all alone, but we make up the big picture.  We feel alone, but we all feel.  The leaf falling from the tree above my head is as much a part of this united body as I am.  How can I sit here and wonder how Waller Creek is united, when I need to ponder how the whole universe is united?  What a mind-blowing thought.  How does the trickling water of the creek relate to the gaseous planet of Jupiter?  Though they share no common characteristics. It simply explained that they are present and occupy space.  We all are the same when it comes down to atoms.  We are all one body.

 

Biology Ponds 2 Forum

I had a test today.  It was a geology test over Darwinism (you know, ìÖnatural selection [that] impliesÖ the preservation of such variations [in species] as arise and are beneficial to the being under its conditions of lifeî(Darwin 340)), vertabrates, stratigraphy, earthquakes, and the earthís componentís and magnetism.  I was semi-prepared for it, but the best feeling in the world is when the test is over whether or whethernot I did well.  Classes are so stressful except for this one.  I enjoy coming to class so that I can sit here in nature (along side civilzation of course) on this beautiful day and feel totally at peace with myself and the world.  All of my worries slip away.  I just think about what wonderful friends and family I have.  I think about how lucky I am to be alive on this absolutely perfect day.  On a day like this, how can anyone be sad?  Why is it that we donít take the time to lay in the grass and just gaze at the brilliant blue sky?  All animals take part in a day like this.  So does all of the earth,  The pigeons love it.  The turtles love it.  We love it.  But the thing that disunites humans from the rest of the earth is that on a yucky, humid, foggy, day, we wull be in a bad mood, and complaining, but everything else will love it.  We donít cherish every day like so many other organisms do.  We are busy.  We have things to do and we only take time out of our day to realize how great it is to be alive when we have an absoletly glorious day.  In The Other Side of the Hedge, the narrator comments, ìThey all seemed happy; and I might have been happy too, if I could have forgotten that the place led nowhereî(Forster 390).  We need to be happy with every day.  We need to feel united with everything, all of the time.  Life is too short to only enjoy it when we have time.  This is a beautiful day and I am glad to be a part of it all.  And I will try and feel the same when one day it rains again (better not this weekend).

Taniguchi Forum

The alarm went off at 9:00am, but I didnít get out of bed until 9:45am.  What was so great about this garden that I had to wake up so early (well to me) on a Sunday morning to visit?  Though the day is overcast, it does not hinder the tranquil beauty of the oriental garden.  The ever-flowing water streams throughout the garden allowing me to listen to a sound I love.  Nothing is more beautiful then the trickling of water, whether fast or slow, or the crashing of the waves of an ocean.  Though we are miles away from an ocean, the beauty and serenity of this place brings fond memories.  The occasional, but not so occasional pass of talking people distracts me from the dignity of the garden, but allows me to realize that I will not always be a part of this garden.  While I am here, we are one.  When I go, we will no longer be one, but we (both me and the garden) will have made an impact on one another.   Being here listening to the wind rustle through the variety of vegetation, the flowing of the water, or the chirping of the typical Texas birds, I feel relaxed.  I feel content with who I am and where I am going in my life.  My thoughts only wonder to myself.  I do not think about others.  I think solely of how I am part of this great universe (a quite complicated thought).  Would the beauty of this garden be lost without someone to look at it?  Probably not, but we would not get any pleasure from it if it were hidden.  The garden is beautiful.  It allows you to feel itsí unity as you follow the path throughout.  It could be viewed as the path of life.  It is a wonderful to place to be.  It is a place of weddings, of family gatherings, as serene walks, and so much more.  Mr. Taniguchi did a good job.