Lauren Carter

Dr. Bump E375L

My Leadership Goals

November 28, 2006


I have participated in a few Susan G. Komen Foundation Races for the Cure and sponsored some friends in cancer walks over the years.  Now it is time for me to step up the intensity in battling cancer.  Due to my poor performance in Chemistry 301, I feel that I would not have a successful future in practicing medicine or working in a cancer research lab.  However, I still want to do the most with my time and money to help those who understand science better than me to make advances in the field.  The best way to do this is to support the people who specialize in this, such as The American Cancer Society and the Susan G. Komen Breast Cancer Foundation.  All types of cancer are frightening and potentially life-threatening, but one type in particular beckons to me for service: breast cancer.  Since I am a woman and most of my best friends are women, this disease terrifies me.

Breast cancer will affect about 212,920 women in the United States this year, and about 40,970 will die.  Currently, 2 million women living in the United States have been treated for the disease.  One out of every eight of women that you know will be diagnosed sometime in her life.[i]  These statistics are daunting, but a positive attitude is key.  The support of family and friends can help a patient stay positive but further soul-searching may be necessary.  One should “look at the stars! Look, look up at the skies” to a higher power.[ii]  Regardless of a specific religion, putting your life into the hands of a higher being to steer you away from death can be helpful mentally and physically.

The risk of death is going down, but the physical havoc that a mastectomy can leave is devastating.  People do not practice enough self-exams, and are not aware of the importance of doing them.  A co-worker of mine once asked me about proper technique for the detection of cancerous lumps.  Then said she was sure she could find any while bathing with a loofah sponge.  This method will not work at all, and I let her know that for her own sake and for all of the women in her life.  Women are being diagnosed younger and younger each year, so it is not just a disease that occurs after menopause as many may think.  The time to start thinking about breast health is now.

This disease can cost a person their life if the cancerous cells invade the lymph nodes in the nearby armpit region.  The cancer spreads via the lymphatic system and creates inoperable tumors in vital organs such as the brain, lungs, bones, and liver.  This is what happened to my maternal grandmother who died of breast cancer which had spread into her bones.  She was very vigilant in her cancer treatments, but in the late 1970s, doctors did not know as much and treatments were not as developed.  Then my mother was also diagnosed in 1990, but she was able to survive because of the early detection and advances in medicine.  It may sound selfish or narrow-minded to devote myself to this one type of cancer since I may certainly suffer from it.  My goal “doesn’t have to meet any else’s standards.”[iii]  However, my sister, female cousins, aunts, and even any woman without a family history could have it touch their lives.  I have known for a while that my risk of developing breast cancer escalates each year.  What is sadder for me though is to see my younger sister become frightened at the prospect of her own increased risk.  It is true that “in others we see ourself.”[iv]  She has cried and vowed to never have children, things that I have done myself.  Breast cancer is Text Box: Figure 1: Popular Pink Braceletspotentially deadly, physically disfiguring, and psychologically damaging.

Rather than simply buying five pink rubber bracelets (Figure 1[v]) for myself and four friends, I wish to achieve more serious and devoted goals in this arena.  These funds do benefit breast cancer research, but I want to make a more personal impact.  The American Cancer Society runs a program called “Look Good…Feel Better” that I recently learned about while perusing the organizations and companies at the College of Liberal Arts Career Fair. 

As cancer patients undergo chemotherapy and radiation treatments, the quality and quantity of their hair, nails, and skin are compromised.  This is due to the chemotherapy and radiation treatments that attack all rapidly dividing cells, not just cancer cells.  The total change in a woman’s body during this time can be utterly depressing and often requires a prescription antidepressant and counseling.  Anything that improves a woman’s self-esteem and boosts her mood will help her body battle the cancer.  Since this disease is so personal, “we have no immediate knowledge of what other men feel, we can form no idea of the manner in which they are affected, but by conceiving what we ourselves should feel in the like situation.”[vi]  Spending personal time with these individuals benefits the patient and the caregiver.

Licensed cosmetologists volunteer their time to “Look Good…Feel Better” to show patients how to care for themselves during this time.  Cosmetology School has always intrigued me but it is not a viable career goal for me at this time.  I thought that I could enroll for fun later in life but then realized my interest can have a greater purpose.  Therefore, my long-term goal or stretch goal is to get a cosmetology license so that I can give my time to this worth-while program as well as work at a salon after I am married and my children are born.  My best friend’s mother owns a hair salon in Dallas (Figure 2[vii]) that she is going to pass onto my best friend, Sylvia.  She and I can work together until we are old ladies.  My interest in Text Box: Figure 2: Salon La Coupe, where I want to workstyling hair began as a young girl by putting my hair into a bun everyday for ballet class.  Throughout high school, I fashioned “updo” hairstyles for myself and friends for school dances like homecoming Salon La Coupeand prom.

Long hair is such an identifying feature of a woman’s beauty in our society.  At a young age, girls brush their dollies’ hair and want to grow theirs out to be long and beautiful.  Although I was five years old at the time, I can recall how miserable my mother was when losing her hair.  Her wig was not the best quality, but wigs have come a long way in the last sixteen years.  Dramatically and in a short amount of time, her body was stripped of what made her feel feminine.  The hair on her head, her eyebrows, and eyelashes all disappeared, leaving a blank canvas.

I wish that she had been able to have a nice, caring lady come out to our house and give her some beauty attention.  Any type of person-to-person contact would have had a healing effect on her.  A fresh face and pretty hair gives everyone a boost.  When cancer patients can visualize their recovery and a return to their pre-cancer state, they can begin anew.  This type of comfort answers the question, “What is Spring?”  It is “growth in every thing.“[viii]  It is growth in spirituality, in physical health, and in a positive outlook.  Sometimes during cancer treatment, the immune system begins to fail as in my mother’s case.  This meant that she could not be around anyone who could be harboring a large number of germs, such as me, a new Kindergartener. 

Another possible stretch goal of mine would be to work for the American Cancer Society in another way.  I would very much like to be able to feel as though my efforts each day are helping others, rather than just having a job that pays the bills.  The reason I consider this a stretch goal is because after speaking with their representative at the career fair, it seems like their organization has a lot of job applicants.  I know that I would be able to put my heart into my work, and I need to work on conveying that fervor when I apply for employment with them next semester.  To bolster my chances of landing a job there, I could begin volunteering with them now so that they will be aware of my passion ahead of time.  “Authenticity is key,” because I want to be able to “infuse the work with [my] own values and experiences” and to have that show through in my work. [ix]

In the next fifteen or twenty years, I will contribute to this cause in other ways.  I will continue to donate money to the Susan G. Komen Foundation.  I know that my parents donate a certain amount each year to the foundation, and I want to be disciplined and do the same.  Since I do not have any full-time job prospects at this time or any idea of how much money I will be making, I do not know what this amount will be.  The mindset in which I will donate will be as if I were tithing at church.  It will be a set amount, but not necessarily ten percent of my income as the word can imply.  The money will come out of my paycheck first before I buy anything unnecessary.  I may not be able to eat out as much as I would like or buy the new shoes I want, but it is an investment in my future and in the future of many women.

Also, I would like to do more for the Race for the Cure events.  As I continue through my job search, I will contact the Komen Foundation for information about how I can do this.  I might even want to work for them full-time instead of the American Cancer Society.  Either way, I want to volunteer my time to help with the race events.  In each city, many vendors donate their products and set-up tents at the end of the Text Box: Figure 3: Bird's Eye View of Race Courserace path to refresh the racers and to promote their products.  At the Plano race in 2004 (Figure 3[x]), I saw many healthy food vendors and healthy products represented, but I also saw room for improvement.  I felt that there should have been more companies represented with information for the The 2005 Komen North Texas Race drew more than 10,600 participants to EDS' Plano, Texas campus and The Shops at Legacy, a nearby retail center.many cancer patients and survivors present at the event. 

For example, there are now numerous catalog companies that feature wigs and headwear for the time during chemotherapy treatment.  Registered dieticians would be able to offer advice on foods to eat to keep energy levels up while fighting cancer.  I would like to be able to help contact these groups and guarantee their attendance.  Similarly, there are many products that bear the pink breast cancer ribbon symbol.  However, a large number of them do not seem to lend themselves to a healthier lifestyle such as large bags of M&Ms.  The pink ribbon campaign needs to be extended to a broader range of products that pertain more to breast cancer prevention and/or treatment.  Even a simple job such as handling registration for the racers at malls and other locations would be beneficial and fulfilling for me.  I am willing to do whatever it takes to help events like this gain publicity and run smoothly.

All in all, my goal is to help those going through the difficult times involved with battling cancer in order to seek “life out of death.”[xi]  People need to feel and know that they are not alone.  Family relationships can be strained and marriages fall apart and that is where I want to step in, with the human side of the medical care.  I want to be a friend to these women who are ill and make them feel loved.  One day, you or I could be in their position.  I enjoy using my verbal and written communications skills in any job that I have had.  This passion could allow me in the future to produce articles regarding cancer treatment and support or to work as a telephone counselor at the American Cancer Society.  Either way, I could lead these people through their time of hardship and struggle.  I have never considered myself as a leader, but in this way I can be one and make my mark.

 



[i] www.cancer.org, The American Cancer Society

[ii] Gerard Manley Hopkins, The Starlight Night, Fall Course Anthology 2006, page 506.

[iii] Lee, Discovering the Leader in You.  Fall Course Anthology 2006, page 53.

[iv] E.L. Doctorow. Interview. Bill Moyers: A World of Ideas. Ed. Betty Sue Flowers, Fall Course Anthology 2006, page 884.

[v] http://www.thaiwristband.com/twb/breast_cancer_bracelet.html

[vi] W.J. Bate, The Sympathetic Imagination, Fall Course Anthology 2006, page 882.

[vii] http://dallas.citysearch.com/profile/9588248/dallas_tx/salon_la_coupe.html

[viii]Gerard Manley Hopkins, The May Magnificat, Fall Course Anthology 2006, page 509.

[ix] Lee, Discovering the Leader in You.  Fall Course Anthology 2006, pages 54-55.

[x] http://www.eds.com/news/features/3038/

[xi] Christina Rosetti, The Goblin Market, Fall Course Anthology 2006, p. 856.

 

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