Class Discussion Notes:
10.11.2005
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Illusion
of justice—goes to the rector believing he will achieve justice and be held in
the regard of these famous heroes and martyrs but in the end he is simply
mocked
·
vverzealous
and blind approach to faith seems like its only preparing itself for another
disappointment”
·
“That’s
what you fellows want: and plenty of time to you work” (125)—foreshadow
·
Contrition
·
perfect
contrition “arises from a love in which god is loved above all us”
·
imperfect
contrition- from threats and fear
§
rector
encourages imperfect contrition from fear
§
the
school only covered “fear”—love vs. fear
·
epiphany-
manifestation of a divinity (greek)
·
did he
gain some access to the divine at this moment?
·
does an
epiphany have to be dramatic?
·
are his
feelings coming out of guilt or is it really a realization?
·
“walk
asking questions” (Zapatista)—stephen is weaving in out of these questions and
the meaning of being
§
the
mystery- always walking around questioning
·
prayer
§
an
incantation- the rhythm supposedly gets you from the left side of the brain
into the right or into your heart
·
“Ah
yes, he would still be spared; he would repent in his heart and be forgiven;
and then those above, those in heaven, would see what he would do to make up
for the past: a whole life, every hour of life.
Only wait.” (126)
§
seems
like an absolute and unrealistic problem
§
irony? is this Joyce commenting on the issues of adolescence
now that he has grown up?
·
finding
the divine in small things –Ben
·
emotionally
connect back to the world by establishing a sense of place –
§
couldn’t
connect to his father’s story about childhood
§
sees
the desk in his father’s college- helps him reconstruct an image of what might
have happened there
§
preacher
uses vivid imagery to create a sense of hell as a place—Stephen feels really
bad and decides to confess
·
“This
morning we endeavored, in our reflection upon hell, to make what our holy
founder calls in his book of spiritual exercises, the composition of place”
(127)
·
art
§
discovery
learning- perhaps in order to know how to behave, he has to act it out
§
“fake
it until you make it” –bump