Eric Hui

My Passion for Humanity

 

I am extremely fortunate to have been raised by two well-educated, hard-working, loving parents in the suburbs of Houston. I lived a life of privilege compared to my parents, and I never felt constrained or restricted financially. Everything I needed to live a happy childhood was provided by my parents, and I didn’t realize how many luxuries I took for granted my entire life until I went on a family trip to China when I was twelve.

      That trip, in retrospect, inspired me in a way I didn’t quite realize until I was more mature. The insight I gained from my trip has played a vital role in helping me determine what my passions are and what I want to do with my life. I vaguely remember seeing all the touristy places like Tiananmen Square, the Forbidden City, the Great Wall, and the Terra-Cotta army. At that age, I was more concerned with what we would have for our next meal and where we would be staying that night than which historic or famous attraction I would visit next. However, the one event from the trip that I remember clearly involves a beggar and finding a ten Yuan bill. One evening after a long day sightseeing, as I was exiting the tour bus, I saw a bill tumbling in the wind along the vacant sidewalk. Being the first one to spot the loose money, I chased the bill down and in a swift motion stepped on the bill and claimed it for myself. “Finders keepers, losers weepers,” I exclaimed to my uninterested family. As I walked with my family to the restaurant, ten Yuan bill in hand, I spoke excitedly about my plans to purchase a souvenir later that evening. Meanwhile, we passed by a beggar who then began to follow me and insist that I give her the ten Yuan bill. Being the twelve-year-old that I was, I grasped the bill even tighter and hastened to my father’s side for his protection. In retrospect, I did not give the beggar the ten Yuan I found because I was frightened by her unkempt appearance and her desperate actions. So startled by the events associated with the ten Yuan bill, I ended up dropping the bill into a Red Cross Donation box at the restaurant we ate at and hoped to forget about the experience.

This, however, was not the case. My encounter with the beggar was my first up-close experience with poverty. Until then, I did not realize how much inequality exists in the world today and how blessed I am to have been born in to a financially stable family. As a child, my parents made a conscious effort to shelter me from the bad things in life. They told me never to talk to or make eye contact with homeless people on the street, and that if I did not want to end up poor and jobless, I had to study hard in school to get a good job. Now that I am in college, my parents have high expectations for me and hope to see some return on their investment after I graduate college, as I am in both the Plan II and Business Honors Programs. However, my parents also recognize that success is not based solely on the number of zeros in a salary but, rather on happiness in life, which is achieved by pursuing one’s passions. Now that I am enrolled in a prestigious college and on the path to success, I question where my passions lie and how my experience in China has shaped what my real goals are today.

I have discovered through my experiences that I really want to help make positive impacts on the lives of people less fortunate than me. In my opinion, there is nothing more rewarding than doing something that brings a smile to someone’s face. In high school, I volunteered for Habitat for Humanity to help build a house for an underprivileged family whose kids attended my high school. This family’s home was no more than a mile away from mine, yet the extreme difference in income levels and quality of life struck me as peculiar. Here was a neighborhood that could only be accessed by a gravel road, where the young children played next to sewage, and the houses seems like they were about to fall apart. Needless to say, I labored as long as I could and hammered nails until my hands went numb. The gratification I got from building the family a new home and the long-lasting impact my actions will have on the family’s quality of life is a feeling I will cherish forever. I truly believe that the pleasure I experienced from dedicating my time and resources was magical; this pleasure led to a lifelong thirst for a sense of fulfillment associated with acts of kindness.

Although I did not personally know the family members, I was able to connect with them on an intimate level because of their genuine gratitude for our efforts. Seeing the smiles as the kids walked into their modest but new home made me realize how good I have it. Working on our school’s habitat house also made me realize that poverty doesn’t just exist in developing countries but is also a problem plaguing our fellow citizens. Thus, in defining and discovering my passions, I did not let the desire for material wants hinder my desire to see other people’s basic needs met. After I helped out at the habitat house, I noticed a change in my outlook on life. I was no longer materialistic and did not feel an urge to waste money buying things I did not actually need. It was as if I had “[found my] own truth [and] became free [and] liberated.”[1] Instead, my interests turned to politics and keeping up with issues affecting underprivileged people both nationally and globally. I read Time Magazine religiously and checked CNN.com every afternoon not because I had to, but because I was extremely interested in current events.

From this interest in politics, I became extremely active in high school debate. Competing in Lincoln- Douglas debate, I discussed topics that questioned values and concepts of right and wrong. One topic that I found particularly interesting dealt with whether or not the United States has a moral obligation to mitigate international conflict. Researching the topic brought to my attention the inequalities between people that exist at birth. I did not choose to be born to a well-to-do family in the United States nor did a poor child in Africa choose to be born in a world of chaos and disorder. I recognized that the hapless beggar in China is not inferior to me just because she has no money and that she, like me and anybody else, has inherent worth solely for being human. I came to the conclusion that I, who am more privileged by pure luck, have a duty to help better the lives of others who were arbitrarily born in a less stable world. Rather than disregarding less fortunate humans as worthless simply because they do not have money, I became passionate about personally doing something to alleviate the inequalities that plague our world today. Coupled with my quest for satisfaction in life and the desire to be benevolent, I discovered my life calling to help give selflessly to others. However, this epiphany did not cause me to immediately drop out of school, pack my bags, and move to the front lines to solve the problem. Instead, I wanted to be able to make a monumental impact on the lives of individuals. Tying my interest in business and finance with my desire to change the world, I decided to go to the University of Texas at Austin and major in Business Honors and Plan II. Although I am currently in college and unable to champion the rights of the underprivileged, I want to one day apply the skills I learn from college to help those who need it the most. It is my goal to use the vocational skill I learn from business and the cultural and life skills I develop in Plan II to help me in my pursuit of making the world a better place.

As a Business Honors major, when I tell people that my passion is to help others, they question my truthfulness and hint that I’m in the wrong major. However, my interest in business emerged from my involvement in various student organizations in high school. I discovered a keen ability to get along with people well and accomplish tasks efficiently and effectively. With my passion for compassion and my ability of leadership, my purpose here at the University of Texas at Austin is clear.  I desire to use my business skills in a way that will positively benefit the world. Either through nonprofit business work or through donations of large sums of money, I hope to express my compassion for humanity in a way that would make my mother proud. As a child, my mother instilled in me values and morals that taught me to be compassionate towards others. Her demeanor, the way she carries herself and the way she lives her life, has always inspired me. Throughout my childhood, my mom did most of the work around the house in addition to holding a full-time job. Whenever I did not understand something or felt frustrated with someone, my mother was always there to drop everything she was doing and help me solve my problems, even though she had her own things to worry about. My mother has inspired me to embrace a social responsibility to show compassion to others and help make the world a better place to live in through her selfless example.

Majoring in business and being surrounded by countless future businessmen who want to become successful and make an absurd amount of money has been challenging. Countless times, I have felt like an invisible minority in my quest to alleviate social inequalities. I hope to either donate my fortunes to a good cause or to directly apply my learned business skills to the frontline. During the Honors Business Association campout this semester, as we were getting to know each other, we casually began discussing our life goals and dream jobs. Many people talked about being a high-paid executive of a successful company. Others mentioned that they wanted to be in a band or a manager of a band. Still others talked about owning fashion lines or being successful in general. Throughout the discussion, everyone was receptive to each other’s dreams. However, after I shared my dreams with the group, there was nothing but silence. I had told the group that I wanted to be a philanthropist one day and live a modest life. Everyone was stunned. I explained that I want to just “follow [my] bliss” and know that “the life [I ought] to be living is the one [I will end up] living.”[2] One person even questioned, “Don’t you want a Porsche and a huge house?” and surprisingly, the answer is no. To me, that is living beyond my needs, and I do not need those things. I do not need overpriced cars and clothing to make myself happy.

In reading my classmates’ passion papers, I have discovered that I am not alone in my passion for compassion. Now, I better understand why I am both a Plan II and Business Honors major: I share the analytical drive of my business peers, yet I am also extremely compassionate like my fellow Plan II students. This discovery is not only personally relieving but inspiring. With so many individuals who desire to make the world a better place, we can celebrate a victory for the world to know that humanity is in good hands. Whether it be through medicine, the arts, social work, or like myself, business, it is pleasantly surprising to know that Plan II students really wish to make a positive impact on the world. I know that on my own, I can only contribute so much, but together, with my peers, I am certain that suffering in the world will decrease.

My outlook on life is to always be happy, and I feel I can be happy in life if I pursue my true passion for helping others. Though the details of how I will pursue my passion are a mystery, I am satisfied for now about having determined what my passion is. At UT, I am remembering to be the “mystery itself [so that I] will be happy, every day, and all kinds of wonderful happenings will come up for me.”[3] This is only my first year as an independent college student; I still have a lot of self-discovery and soul-searching to do. I have an idea of what I want to do with my life and how I want to follow my passion, but I am still finding out who I am each day. My pilgrimage has only begun, and I am excited to discover where it will take me.

 

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Endnotes

[1] Jerome Bump, “Newman and the Concept of the Liberal Arts,” in Composition and Reading in World Literature, ed. Jerome Bump (Austin: Jenn’s, 2006), 320.

[2] Joseph Campbell, “The Power of Myth,” in Composition and Reading in World Literature, ed. Jerome Bump (Austin: Jenn’s, 2006), 71.