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All in the golden afternoon full leisurely we glide;[i]
I, off to explore the world, and leave my family behind.
What adventures lay ahead for me, I know not
But shakily leave the home which for eighteen years I’ve sought.
Without the usual comforts, who am I?

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Down the Sunny Hole[ii]
It is an early Saturday afternoon in August. Today, I leave for the University. Like a traveler chained to my belongings, I reluctantly tuck my suitcase and bags into the trunk of the Camry, then clamber in on the passenger side. With the revving of the car engine, I depart home with not so much as whisper of good-bye.
We head south. As I look to the sky, I anticipate the yellow sun soon to reveal itself. However, when the sun appears, I catch a glimpse of its white edge against the grey flurry of clouds—it occurs to me that I ought to have wondered at this, but at the time it all seemed quite natural.[iii] Fascinated by this sight, I jump in my seat, for it flashes across my mind that I had never before seen a sun so white.[iv] And burning with curiosity, I race along the highway just in time to see the white sun pop behind the clouds.[v] To my delight, the white sun re-emerges and the cycle resumes. Soon the playful, yet hypnotic, hide-and-seek manner of the ever-elusive sun lulls me into deep slumber. I begin to dream elaborately . . . . I dream of conversing with the Energizer bunny, of playing with a deck of cards, of dropping my boiled egg on the ground, and of pretending to be Queen one Halloween[vi]. . . .
[i]
Gardner, Martin. The Annotated Alice. New York and Scarborough,
Ontario: Meridian
Books, 1960. 21.
Parody of opening from “All in the Golden afternoon” introduction to Alice.
[ii] Chapter title corresponds with the first half of the Alice chapter “Down the Rabbit Hole.”
[iii] Gardner, Martin. 26. From “Alice in Wonderland” almost verbatim; Alice notices the unique, white rabbit—in this case, the unique, white sun.
[iv] The white sun symbolizes Alice’s white rabbit.
[v] Gardner, Martin. 26. From “Alice in Wonderland” almost verbatim; Alice chases the white rabbit.
[vi] Protagonist dreams of Lewis Carroll’s story of Alice in Wonderland and remembers series of events in modern terms: she converses with the white rabbit; she plays croquet with kings, queens, and soldiers; she foresees Humpty-Dumpty falling off the ledge; in Through the Looking Glass, she becomes Queen Alice.
The fall of Freshman Year
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Interpretation by Ada Tsai