Throughout the novel, Charles seems to be a
short-sighted character who epitomizes the idea that "people sink
out of sight, drown in the shadows of closer things" (337). By the
end of the novel, Charles is engrossed by a "need to see [Sarah]
again: it was to possess her, to melt into her, to burn, to burn, to
burn to ashes on that body and in those eyes. To postpone such
desire for a week, a month, a year, several years even, that can be
done. But for eternity is when the iron bites" (347). What drives
Charles' intense feelings? Is it his need for purpose or his desire
to seek the ultimate truth of love? Or, is it a desire that has
burned in humans since Adam and Eve or is he driven by the
disappearance of God?
As I finished reading this novel, I began to consider
Charles as a character unknowingly driven by religion. Last night,
the sermon at church was about a need we feel deep within our souls
that we constantly try to satisfy, but it cannot be satisfied by
anything on this earth. Although Charles admits that he doesn't
generally practice religion and is considered a character filled
with sin, is he driven by this need that is impossible to fulfill?
Has he ignorantly sought to fulfill the need through sin? Or, is
Charles a character driven by the confines of religion, by a "hunger
of a long frustration, not merely sexual, for a whole ungovernable
torrent of things banned, romance adventure, sin, madness, animality,
all these coursed wildly through him" (349)?
On the other hand, Charles could be driven by the
disappearance of God. The narrator notes that
"we all are novelists, that is, we have a habit of writing fictional
futures for ourselves, although perhaps today we incline more to put
ourselves into a film. We screen in our minds hypotheses about how
we might behave, about what might happen to us; and these novelistic
or cinematic hypotheses often have very much more effect on how we
actually do behave, when the real future becomes the present, than
we generally allow" (339).
In a world where some believe God is disappearing, is Charles an
example of a person who attempts to take fate and design into their
own hands?
Another idea is that Charles is driven by a general lack
of purpose. He commonly remarks, "deep in myself, Ernestina, I have
always felt that my life has been without purpose, without
achievement" (377). Perhaps the connection Charles feels with Sarah
also brings a purpose upon him of being a person Sarah can rely on.
Or, he could feel a purpose of a provider. Is it because Ernestina
is so well off that Charles doesn't feel a sense of purpose with
her? What characterizes situations in which Charles feels a sense
of purpose?
In the end, however, Charles has "found an atom of faith
in himself, a true uniqueness, on which to build" (467). What
prompts this revelation? How does Charles resolve his conflicting
drives and feelings?