"Whether I shall turn out to be the hero of my own life, or whether that station will be held by anybody else, these pages must show."

As a freshman in college, I am at a point in my life where I have developed firmly rooted values and truths that are constantly tested in various situations.  I realize that the decisions I am now making will impact future decisions and ultimately shape my life vision.  Although the specifics of my future are still unknown to me, I am very aware of the person I want to be and the leadership vision I want to follow that will inspire others to follow in my footsteps.  Both my personal and career goals include a determined effort to building lasting connections with people by appreciating the differences in the human race and offering a helping hand to those in need.

Experiencing and appreciating different cultures has allowed me to keep an open mind of different situations people have been placed in.  Although I have spent almost the entirety of my life in the United States, the Indian culture specifically, has played a significant role in shaping my values.  It has taught me to live with respect, tolerance, and acceptance of others, and to eliminate preconceived notions about the situation a person might be in.  My culture has also taught me how to appreciate the differences of other cultures and groups of people.  I have always enjoyed traveling to new and exotic places to experience different cultures and ways of living.  The accepting attitude I have gained through these experiences will allow me to connect with very different people and develop unforgettable bonds throughout my lifetime.

When I imagine my ideal world, I envision a world where people are naturally inclined to be more compassionate and loving.  Our society has come to emphasize so many superficial values such as money, physical beauty, and sex.  Rather than empowering people to fix the critical problems in the world such as racism and poverty, our society promotes greed and selfishness that distances people further and further from each other.  Many people fail to realize the beauty in the human race; rather they run around trying to find beauty in materials and possessions.  Relying on things to provide happiness only creates disillusionment and will fail.  Rather it is imperative to find beauty in the connections we make with people.   This can be accomplished by developing lasting relationships with other people, experiencing the diversity of the human race, and finding ways to help others.  When I hear about the 60s and 70s in this country I am amazed at the involvement, enthusiasm, and passion people had for issues such as racism, sexism and the environment, and the lengths people went to fight for a cause.  What is the cause of our age?  Sadly our generation is now characterized by apathy and greed.  This ignorance will only widen the gap between the rich and the poor, promote greed and violence, and demoralize our values. 

I am well aware that one person cannot change the entire world, but this doesn’t mean individual action is fruitless and ineffective.  Acts of kindness and compassion can inspire a person to spread their own kindness and compassion, and this cycle is can continue on and on to accomplish incredible feats.  I hope to raise awareness of unaddressed issues so people can come together to fight for a common cause.  I recently have become interested in the organization Invisible Children, which focuses on bringing attention to the child soldiers in Sudan and Uganda, a region of the world that the international community has chosen to ignore.  The severity of situation that innocent children face there, including separation from their families, living in constant fear of being killed by the rebels, and having to shoot other children with guns, breaks my heart.  Over my next three years at UT, I hope to become more involved in this organization by raising money for the children in Uganda and pressuring the United States government to pressure the Sudanese and Ugandan government to address the appalling effects of the war.   

My visits to India have impacted my thoughts, actions, and goals profoundly.  The culture’s emphasis on family, friends and disregard for materialistic values has given me a better perspective of what I value in my life.  As I walked the streets of India, it broke my heart to see young, famished children begging for money or the single mother with no legs trying the take care of her children without shelter or food.  Witnessing the dire poverty and helplessness of countless people has opened my heart to human suffering. As I walked the streets of India, it broke my heart to see young, famished children begging for money or the single mother with no legs trying to take care of her children without shelter or food. Human suffering is inevitable since at some point we all desire something we don’t have, and it is easy to become overwhelmed by the magnitude of suffering in the world, but if we allow ourselves to believe our individual actions will not be enough to make a difference, it will only paralyze us into inaction. Just like cells in our body and drops of water in the ocean, individuals that come together for a higher cause can achieve immeasurable goals. People just need to apply their passions to benefiting the lives of others.

Human suffering is inevitable since we have all “experienced our fair share of not getting what we want or having to deal with what we don’t want” (Daas 54).  Learning to alleviate others’ suffering not only benefits them, but also helps alleviate our own pain since we gain a better understanding of why this pain exists.  My leadership vision includes a dedication to caring and helping individuals who are physically unhealthy and in pain.  When I am nearing death I want to have an endless list of people I know I have impacted by giving them the strength and hope to overcome physical and mental struggles in their life.  The images of suffering I have witnessed in India have stuck in my mind, and motivated me to help others in the ways I can.  Specifically my heart bleeds for those who don’t have the necessary resources to obtain medical help for very serious needs.  Mastering the art of compassion doesn’t simply happen in a single moment, but rather requires many years of practice and training.  This is why my life vision includes a dedication to compassion for the suffering of others.  This means that my everyday decision and thought processes must consider the ways others are affected.  Compassion will be the mantra of my life, the force that drives my thoughts, actions, and career decisions.     

I would like to pursue a life pathway in which I combine my passion for international health issues and medicine.  This option would allow me to travel, experience different cultures, and pursue my interest in the medicine.  This pathway would require completion of my undergraduate education at the University of Texas at Austin and then admittance into medical school or even a public health graduate school. Helping those who are unable to help themselves is my calling and my passion.  The role models in my life have taught me why those that prosper have a moral responsibility to help others who have the desire to succeed but just need an opportunity.  Many sick and underprivileged people lack the monetary resources to acquire medical attention and are thus hindered from happiness.  I want to be able to address their physical and mental issues so they can find happiness and pursue their own dreams.   

The connections I make with people are the buildings blocks to my happiness.  My family has always played a tremendous role in my life.  I am very close to my parents and my sister, especially since most of my relatives live abroad in India.  My mom and dad have made tremendous sacrifices, including uprooting their life in India, to give my sister and I the opportunities this country offers.  I only hope that I can emulate the same love, support and dedication that they have given us when I am a mother. Although I have high career aspirations, supporting and loving my family surpasses these goals by far.  I want to experience all the facets of motherhood and hope to properly balance my career with raising children.  I hope to teach my children to be strong, confident, smart, and kind human beings so one day they can also create their own leadership vision and make a lasting impact during their life.

 

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