Throughout
my life I have found been able to discover God and learn more about myself
through immersion in Nature. Its much discussed rejuvenating effects allow me
to take my problems and my singular life into perspective, that I am a single,
miniscule unit in a grand scheme more complex than I can even comprehend. This
is humbling, and soothes a soul distraught by petty problems and a urban/suburban lifestyle. Joseph Jones states that
“even the
flintiest of the flinty-minded, who are to be encountered in Academia as well
as in barracks or countinghouses, know that the
spirit at times requires what the mind cannot supply. They recall at least a
few moments when their lives have been profoundly touched by something reaching
them out of nature. . . .” (Bump 745).
I relate to Jones’ statement as I, too, have spent much of
my life appreciating the natural beauty of Texas’
creeks and bayous. Having resided the last 14 years in a neighborhood suburban West
Houston (NOT the Woodlands, Cy-Fair, or Katy), I have had the
unique experience of growing up in a pocket of urban woodlands, my own “. . .green break in a densely populated area” (Epstein, Bump
759). My neighborhood is surrounded on three sides by Buffalo Bayou and Rummel Creek, and at its entrance stands the Edith L. Moore
Nature Sanctuary, a bird preserve sponsored by the National Audubon Society. As
a child, I took for granted this amazing expanse of trees, creeks, ponds, and
meadows that I would explore daily, whether picking wild dew-berries, catching
minnows and turtles, or building secret forts and tree houses with my friends.
I didn’t realize how special this
place was for me until about four years ago, when the City of Houston
made the decision to create a paved bike and jog path along the bayou as an extension
to Hershey Park,
a public park several miles from my home. Despite the tremendous uproar of the
community, the bumper stickers, news protests, petitions, etc., the construction
was not stopped. However, we did win a major battle- the original plan was to
create a massive flood plain by bulldozing many of the trees in the area to dig
giant valleys for holding flood waters. We are incredibly lucky this was not
enacted, however even the effect the new asphalt trail has had on this sacred
place of my childhood, and my present as I return home, has been monumental.
Where I once could escape the
hustle and bustle of Memorial area life, I am now confronted with soccer moms
and high-strung middle aged men jogging or biking furiously down a black,
unnatural path through my wilderness. I feel selfish in my dislike, as I
realize the benefits the new path affords these people, who may be stuck in
cubicles or minivans the majority of the day, and who now have a chance to see
the beauty that envelopes this manmade construction. However, I cannot help but
miss the old winding dirt paths I used to tread. With the new construction, I
feel a certain “wildness” of the place has disappeared. I know that the
majority of my wilderness has been preserved, but I can’t help but feel that
this invasion is only one of the “‘progressive’ mutilations which finally add
up to municipal suicide” (Jones, Bump 750). After several hiking and back
packing trips in the Rocky Mountains over the past few
years, my love and appreciation of Nature has only grown. I feel that it is
vital to our well being that we take time to experience its beauty, to shift
the focus from our own hectic lives to the divine creations that have not yet
been scarred by human mistakes. Because of this outlook, I believe that if
parking lots and suburban developments threatened an extremely significant area
of a sacred, natural environment in an irreversible, unnecessary, and selfish
way, I may be willing to die for it.