My Pilgrimage to Leadership

[1] [2]         Catherine Crier, a state judge, news anchor and writer, is a role model to me; her example helps me to set goals in life and encourages advancement. I would like to Text Box: Catherine Crier is my role model.1

emulate her because she has made exceptional decisions to pursue her goals. Through the learning experiences I have had while doing the first and second project, I found that reading and writing played important roles in Catherine’s life as well as my pilgrimage to become a leader. Catherine knew the Constitution very well and Text Box: This is the logo of Second Life. I found a new motivation by playing as my role model in it.2realized the diversity in the world by reading and understanding her heroes’ words. Making a connection to the conversation in Second Life, I also found that leaders from different fields have different perspectives because of the varied readings they did. Catherine also became an author who demanded changes in the world by showing her passion in her literary works; I believed that the scripts I wrote in Second Life helped others to understand what a leader is and helped me to have a better leadership vision. Driven by the new Second Life motivation, instead of the regular academic motivation, I have become more active in the role of discovering new things. I enjoyed using Second Life in class because it was one kind of Discovery Learning to me. Overall, I have learned about the roles of writing and reading in my role model’s life and in my concept of leadership from the previous role-model assignments. I have also made a progress on my pilgrimage to leadership which was driven by my excelled Second Life motivation.

[3]              Like everyone else, I have a great role model, Catherine Crier. I want to emulate her because “[she] always knew what [she] wanted to do.”[4] From being the Text Box: The hammer represents that Catherine Crier used to be a successful state judge. She made this decision to become a judge because she knew what she wanted to do.3youngest elected state judge in Texas history to a charismatic anchor on TV, becoming an Emmy-Award-Winning Journalist before her current status as an acclaimed author, Catherine knew that “there was never really any question”[5] about her career choice. Learning from my role model, I do not think that there is any question for my choice of future career. I have always known that I want to be a high school teacher and believe that teaching the next generation is one of the ways to contribute to our society. Following the lead of Catherine Crier, I reaffirm my goal in life.

               In order to know my role model better, I researched her background. In my research, I found that reading played a crucial role in Catherine’s career and life. To become a qualified state judge at the age of 29, she needed to understand the United States Constitution very well. The Articles of the Constitution inspired her, and they were also one of her motivations to devote herself to the field of law and justice. Catherine could never forget the first part or the Preamble of the Constitution, which states:

We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defense, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America.[6]

[7]These words are sacred to Catherine; they have power. No one can ever change them, because they are the foundation of the Page one of the original copy of the Constitutionsystem of law and justice and also the cornerstone of the American democratic system. After memorizing and fully understanding the Preamble of the United States Constitution, Catherine came to believe that Text Box: Page one of the original copies of the Constitution, the Preamble.7 as a state judge, she needed to “[have] a passion for issues, a desire to understand the world, to bring justice to the world […].”[8] She always felt that she had the responsibility of being concerned about her country, because she was a state judge and one of the leaders in the field of law. She needed to maintain the social order in the state of Texas. As a female state judge, she has also superseded the role of women in a male-dominated field. Since the ratification of the Nineteenth Amendment in the Constitution, women have had the basic civil right to vote. However, the field of law and justice is still dominated by men. Catherine Crier is a good role model to show that woman can perform as well as men. Inspired by the words of the Nineteenth Amendment, she promotes social equality in society. Overall, the United States Constitution was a guideline in Catherine’s career; reading and memorizing it helped Catherine to become one of the leaders in the field of law. Therefore, reading played an important role in my role model’s life.

[9]           Catherine was not only inspired by the powerful words from the Constitution, she was also encouraged by words of her heroes. These words helped her to know the Text Box: This is the book cover of To kill a mockingbird.9diversity in this country, just as the words that other “leaders” wrote in Second Life conversation helped me to realize the diversity in the world. From the time Catherine Crier was a little girl, she already had the dream to be a lawyer and eventually become a great state judge. Her heroes were great lawyers of her time, such as Atticus Finch. Even though Atticus Finch is only a character in Harper Lee’s Pulitzer Prize-winning novel, To Kill a Mockingbird, his words motivated Catherine Crier. The quote that Catherine could never forget says:

If you just learn a single trick, Scout, you’ll get along a lot better with all kinds of folks. You never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view, until you climb inside of his skin and walk around in it.[10]

Every time Catherine presided over a case, she always considered things from the plaintiff’s point of view and also the appellee’s point of view. Only in Text Box: This is my avatar, Catherine Chesnokov, in Second Life.11that way could she clearly understand the case and make the right judgement. Emulating Catherine Crier, I also practiced to consider things [11]from different views during my learning experience. It was true that different people have different perspectives because of their diversified backgrounds and varied readings they did. I experienced these diversities during the conversations in Second Life. Being Catherine Crier in the game, I developed some good conversations with other “leaders,” for example “Benjamin Franklin.” When we got into the topic about the relationship between Text Box: Catherine Crier, Benjamin Franklin, and Beverly Kelly had a conversation on the relationship between leadership and diversity.12 leadership and diversity, “Catherine Crier,” “Benjamin Franklin,” and “Mrs. Beverly Kelly” had different opinions. In the picture, “Catherine Crier” and “Mrs. Beverly [12]Kelly” expressed different ideas on the relationship between leadership and diversity. Everyone in the group used examples based on their past readings, including history, philosophy, and law, to support their points of view. After reading Catherine’s books, I used more examples from the field of law and justice to show that there was a close relationship between leadership and diversity. Recognizing the diversity in society, Catherine Crier became a well-known state judge and a good leader in the field of law. In the end, we all agreed that “a leader must recognize diversity, and adapt to it,” and I also learned that “a real leader must adapt to those he is leadingand “be open to everything.” More imporantly, I came to understood that readings played an important role not only in my role model’s life, but also in my pilgrimage to leaderhsip. As a leader, I needed to realize the diversity in the world because people’s different ideas not only came from their different backgrounds but also vaired readings they did.  

              Learning to consider things from different perspectives, Catherine also thought that “[her heroes were] the fellows who, in Texas terms, could charm the socks off a rooster, or better yet, could change the course of human destiny with the force of their words.”[13] To “Change the human destiny” was one of Catherine’s goals when she took the job as a state judge. Inspired by Catherine, I also wanted to bring changes to the world. The way that I chose to make a difference is to become a teacher in the future. Working towards that goal, I started to practice teaching during high school. Since math was one of my strongest subjects, I tutored varsity basketball players during my junior year. After my tutelage, their average in advanced math class improved from C’s to B’s. I made a difference in my pupils’ grades and was inspired by the words of Catherine, just as she was inspired by her readings.

Catherine Crier[14]             Catherine Crier’s great achievements were not only inspired by reading the Constitution and these meaningful words from her heroes but also by writing her own journals and books. Being such a great state judge, Catherine Crier made a Text Box: Catherine’s books inform readers to demand changes in society.14 decision that “shocked both the legal profession and the journalism world.”[15]  She decided to become a television journalist and an author because writing was something that she could not part with. Her books are on the New York Times Bestsellers list and inform and motivate readers to demand changes in society. Some authors write books that make no difference in the world; Catherine is one who makes changes in the world by showing her passion in her literary works.

              In Catherine’s book, “The Case Against Lawyers,” she writes that citizens of the United States have to take action since politicians and bureaucrats have already turned the laws into “an Instrument of Tyranny.”[16] Catherine is a leader who motivates people to demand changes in their lives. By her observation, the legal system in this country is unfair. Because of this unfair legal system, most of the people have frustrations, and only a few people actually profit and get the resluts they want. In Catherine’s point of view, people in this nation have precious democratic freedoms; [17]therefore, they should find ways to solve the problems that exist in this country. As she says, Our great cornerstone of democracy, the Rule of Law, has become a source of power and influence, not liberty and justice.”[18] Catherine realizes the problem and makes people think about it. Her writing calls into question the dictatorial power-grabbing of theThe Case Against Lawyers: How the Lawyers, Politicians, and Bureaucrats Have Turned the Law Into An Instrument of Tyranny--and What We As Citizens Have to Do About It bureaucrats Text Box: In Catherine’s book, The Case against Lawyers, she demanded people to make changes in this country. 17and why the elected representatives remain silent. After I read her books, it became apparent that the laws that our great founders made have already been used by lawyers and politicans as tools; in other words, they have partly lost its original function. As a former state judge and now an acclaimed author and journalist, Catherine has not given up her “[desire] to bring justice to the world.”[19] She is a leader who is concerned about legal issues in the society. In her writing, she expresses her will to make changes in the legal system. After reading Catherine’s writing, I came to believe that in our lifetime, the government will make civics another central part of education, along with math, science and liberal arts. “As a judge, [she] believes [her] responsibility was to run a courtroom to protect the judicial process and the rights of the parties.”[20] Even though Catherine is not a state judge anymore, she wants to continue to inform people in her literary works that change is needed, and that is what a leader will always do.

         Catherine Crier used her writing to motivate people to become leaders who demanded changes. Making a connection to her literary works, I believed that my writing in Second Life also helped others to understand what a leader is.  Typing the scripts in the conversation, I realized that writing played an important role in my conept of leadership; it helped me to have a more specific leadership vision. More [21]importantly, I felt that I made a lot of progresses on my pilgrimage to leadership, because trying to be a leader of the conversation in the game prepared me for being a real leader in class discussion. In the conversation, “Catherine Crier,” “Ralph Waldo Emerson,” “Yukiyoshi Takamura,” and “Leonardo da Text Box:  Discussion Group 2 (first topic) was focusing on the question, “What is a leader.”21 Vinci” talked about what a leader is. After all the leaders from different fields sat down, “Catherine Crier” first typed out the question, “what is a leader?” In the picture, “Catherine Crier” was sitting on the sofa to the right and asking other leaders the question about leadership. In order to lead the conversation, “Catherine Crier” gave her answer first, “In my opinion, [a] leader is someone who can make changes in the word.” After I gave my answer in Catherine’s tone, other leaders also shared their leadership vision. Everyone in this group stayed in character, and gave answers in their role models’ points of view. It was really an enjoyable experience for me, because I learned different leadership visions from three other leaders in different fields. For example, “Ralph Waldo Emerson” wrote that the “most important thing a leader does is introduce new ideas to the people around them; to lead them in a new Text Box: This is a picture of me, who was focusing on contributing new ideas and being a leader in the discussion. 22direction than what they already know.” Being Catherine Crier in the conversation, I agreed with [22]him, because Catherine had the dream to make changes in the world, which was to “lead [people] in a new direction than what they already know.” Not only I learned new leadership visions in the conversation by writing the scripts in Catherine’s tone, I also practiced to be a leader who led discussions. When I tried to be a leader in the Second Life conversation, I was willing to write out my answer in the first place, because I was driven by my new motivation – it was not about grades but the quality of my contribution in the conversation and how well I led the discussion. This experience was new to me, and I liked the way that I was able to focus my efforts on leadership development instead of grades by writing scripts in my learning experiences.

          [23]     After researching the background of my role model and experiencing reading and writing in Second Life, I Text Box: Thinking about the reading I did in the past and writing in scripts in SL, I found that reading is the foundation of writing.23 learned that reading and writing have played imporant roles in both Caterhine Crier’s life and my life. In the picture, I was thinking the readings I did in the past and writing scripts to contribute new ideas in the conservations. Reading and writing prepared me to become a real leader in the conversation in Second Life. More importantly, using Second Life as a new motivation also helped me to be more active in the role of discovering new things by myself. I learned that reading was the foundation of writing, which was something I never thought about. I could be a leader who wrote these scripts in Catherine Crier’s tone and cited these sentences from her books because I had absorbed all the essence from the readings. I remembered that one of the greatest Taoist thinkers, Laozi, used to tell his believers that “when one catch the fish, the trap is no longer needed,”[24] which implied that when one understood the meanings of the words, the text itself was no longer needed. After I read through the books that my role model wrote and fully understood the meaning, I felt prepared to be a leader in the conversation in Second Life. Catherine Crier wrote books based on the inspirations that she got from reading the Constitution and memorizing her heroes’ words; I wrote Project One because I read Catherine’s books and was inspired by it. For Project Two, I was inspired by the scripts which I helped develop in Second Life. Finding the relationship between reading and writing was something new I learned from doing the first and second project. And also, I was encouraged to learn new things because of the drive of my Second Life motivation.

                Using Second Life has also been an experience of Discovery Learning for me. As is said under the benefits of Discovery Learning, “[it] can be more motivating, incorporating the pleasures of […] controlling an environment.”[25] While I was participating in the conversation, I was concentrating on contributing new ideas to my Text Box:  Discovery Learning is motivating, “incorporating the pleasures of controlling an environment.”26group and trying to [26] lead the discussion. I had the responsibility of playing an active role in the process of learning, not just simply following the direction that was given by the instructor.[27] As I said, my motivation had been changed. If it was an assignment that the instructor would grade, I would try to do as well as possible on it because my academic motivation was working. However, I have developed more confidence in making progress on my pilgrimage to leadership due to my inspired motivation that I found by using Second Life.

            Role models are people who help us to set goals in life and encourage advancement. I chose Catherine Crier as my role model and would like to emulate her because she has made exceptional decisions to pursue her goals. After doing the first and second project, I found that reading and writing played important roles in Catherine’s life and my experience of becoming a leader. Catherine knew the Constitution very well; reading and understanding her heroes’ words helped her realize the diversity in the world. Making connections to the conversation in Second life, I also found that leaders from different fields have different perspectives because of the varied readings they did. Catherine became an author who demanded changes in the world by showing her passion in her literary works; I believed my writing in Second Life also helped others to understand what a leader is. Driven by the new Second Life motivation, I have become more active in the role of discovering new things. I enjoyed using Second Life in class because it was one kind of Discovery Learning to me. Overall, I have learned about the roles of writing and reading in my role model’s life and in my concept of leadership from the previous role-model assignments. I have also made a huge progress on my pilgrimage to leadership which was driven by my excelled Second Life motivation. (2642)



[1] Catherine Crier, http://www.harrywalker.com/photos/Crier_Catherine.jpg.

 

[2] Logo of Second Life, http://prblog.typepad.com/photos/uncategorized/secondlife_1.jpg.

[3] The Hammer, http://oitcd.com/images/gavelwood.gif.

 

[4] Avrel Seale, “Catherine Crier: from Judge to Television Journalist,” in Course Anthology, ed. Jerome Bump (Austin: Jenn’s, 2007), 933.

 

[5] Avrel Seale, “Catherine Crier: from Judge to Television Journalist,” in Course Anthology, ed. Jerome Bump (Austin: Jenn’s, 2007), 933.

[6] U.S Constitution, the Preamble, http://www.gpoaccess.gov/constitution/pdf2002/010.pdf.

 

[7] Page one of the original copies of the Constitution, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Image:Constitution_Pg1of4_AC.jpg.

 

[8] Avrel Seale, “Catherine Crier: from Judge to Television Journalist,” in Course Anthology, ed. Jerome Bump (Austin: Jenn’s, 2007), 933.

[10] Harper Lee, To kill a Mockingbird (New York: HarperCollins, 1960), http://pinkmonkey.com/booknotes/barrons/mocking17.asp.

[11] “Catherine Crier,” Ruoqing (Rachelle) Wang.

[12] Group Discussion 1 (second topic), http://www.cwrl.utexas.edu/~bump/FS30107/pics/SL%20groups%20in%20action/1B-ii.jpg.

 

[13] Catherine Crier, “A Degree in Citizenship,” The Huffington Post, May 21, 2006, http://www.huffingtonpost.com/catherine-crier/a-degree-in-citizenship_b_21404.html.

 

 

[15] Avrel Seale, “Catherine Crier: from Judge to Television Journalist,” in Course Anthology, ed. Jerome Bump (Austin: Jenn’s, 2007), 933.

 

[16] Catherine Crier, The Case against Lawyers (New York: Broadway, 2002), 1.

 

[18] Catherine Crier, “A Degree in Citizenship,” The Huffington Post, May 21, 2006, http://www.huffingtonpost.com/catherine-crier/a-degree-in-citizenship_b_21404.html.

 

[19] Avrel Seale, “Catherine Crier: from Judge to Television Journalist,” Course Anthology, ed. Jerome Bump (Austin: Jenn’s, 2007), 933.

 

[20] Catherine Crier, “Journalism and the Law,” Crier Communications, February 23, 2007, http://www.criercommunications.com/PDF/SyraLawRev.pdf.

 

[21] Group Discussion 2 (first topic), http://www.cwrl.utexas.edu/~bump/FS30107/pics/SL%20groups%20in%20action/2.jpg.

 

[22] Concentration, http://www.cwrl.utexas.edu/~bump/FS30107/pics/SL%20class%20pics/class2.jpg.

[23] Rachelle was focusing on contributing new ideas in SL, based on the readings she did,  http://www.cwrl.utexas.edu/~bump/FS30107/pics/SL%20class%20pics/class2.jpg.

 

[24] Patricia Buckley Ebrey, “Taoist Religion,” The Cambridge illustrated history of China (London: Laurence King Publishing LTD, 2006), 100-102.

 

[25] “Discovery Learning,” Course Anthology, ed. Jerome Bump (Austin: Jenn’s, 2007), 332.

 

[27] “Discovery Learning,” Course Anthology, ed. Jerome Bump (Austin: Jenn’s, 2007), 332.